This dichotomy of storage versus use and pain creates in the gimp a profound gratefulness for any attention given to it. Gimps can be used in sadistic ways gimps exist to be tortured, used, and then stored away. And when the Dominant isn’t using the gimp it should be stored out of the way, in a cage, tied somewhere, put in a closet, or placed in the corner. During play it exists solely for to amuse the whims of its Dominant. A gimp spends the majority of its time waiting to be used. In my mind a gimp’s time consists of storage, use, and pain. For gimps bondage, isolation, pain, and objectification are a default state, and that is what I truly crave. This is one of the main reasons my identity morphed from slave to gimp. While slaves may experience bondage, storage, and pain at some point these are temporary and usually not permanent. Compared to a more traditional Master/Slave relationship a gimp is controlled and used like a slave, but lacks the humanity, individualism, and obligation to perform more domestic duties like cleaning I tend to look at it this way: A gimp is a toy. Any sensory input or minor bit of freedom is granted by the Dominant and can be revoked at any point and for gimps these periods of freedom and privilege are few and far between the gimp lives and thrives in isolation and control. Sight, hearing, speaking, movement, sleep, eating, even urination are all controlled by the Dominant. Gimps are also completely controlled this is a major part of it for me. Part of removing the humanity and being covered and deindividualized allows the Dominant to stop seeing the gimp as a person and treat them more as an object. This is a major part of the gimp dynamic for myself when in gimp mode I am just a tool to be used for the Dominants pleasure, not a person. Thus the gimp is not an individual person to the Dominant a gimp is merely an object that serves and exists for use. Granted there are some minor differences (height, weight, etc.) but for the most part, gimps when in a rubber suit could be interchangeable. Gimps, when covered in their shiny rubber suits, look the same essentially. The other key thing my gimp suit accomplishes for me is it removes my identity. It frees me to leave my humanity behind and accept what’s in store for me during play, and from what Dominants I’ve played with have told me, helps the Dominant to stop seeing the human me and start seeing an object to use. Putting on my rubber suit and mask so all that shows is my shiny second skin is freeing. My rubber gimp suit is key to my transition into gimp headspace. Additionally, I want leave all trappings of my own individualism behind in my mind, a gimp exists to be just another thing the Dominant has access to. When I’m in ‘gimp mode’ I want to be treated as an object, a thing, just something to be used and be stored away when not needed. Being a gimp, is at its core, about separating oneself from humanity and individualism and embracing being an object and a tool for your dominants use. So for me, a gimp is a submissive object that submits completely to its owner, something akin to a slave but without the human identity. And that makes it hard to find the kind of play I want or connect with other gimps out there. Well, that works in my mind, but it is hard to convey what a gimp is to others. So for the past few years, I have been operating under the mentality that, I can’t define what I am in words, but when I see it or feel it I know it. For a few years, I have identified as a gimp so I was a bit taken aback when I realized I couldn’t concisely define the term gimp. I was recently asked this seemingly simple question and I found myself at a bit of a loss at first.
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